The is a reinterpretation of and prequel to Forest Rain's song "Different Alone".

Thank you Forest for giving this your blessing and Araxnus of EFN for getting it to him, it means a lot to me.. So much that I just couldn't even find the words. I may put here later what and how much this song means to me but I hope you can tell :) Thanks for listening my friends~

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too for being such incredible performers and adding so much more life to something that was so very hard for me to keep approaching.

Artwork by LilyCloud. Mastering by Evdog.


Man, all of these days they go by so fast
Once I thought a beautiful thing like this would always last
You gave me friendship, not a dream or magic show
It was the perfect place for me to be I feel it, I know
You’re gone, but your bright flame never goes out
Heartstrings so strong that even Lyra has her doubts
I keep tripping on our memories that I hold deep inside
Remember we saw Dash fly and we felt so alive?
I miss you. The world you helped me make will never be the same
And it’s fucked up that I’m still writing letters with your name
Derpy puts them in her mailbag, she’s waiting for the right time
I put lost and found posters up, please this has to be a crime
Where’d you go? Your kind glow always helped me to grow
The thought of you’s so strong it haunts each episode
All these empty graves in Equestria, please tell me what they mean
You taught Pinkie to smile, man I wish the world could have seen like

LilyCloud & Evdog-
Celestia, hear my prayers
Help me down this lonesome road
Cause the hardest thing bout letting go
Is being different alone

Celestia met with God right before you fell silent
I saw them both in your eyes just before I heard sirens
You started to fade into these memories we'd made
I’d have given my life in exchange, but you’d never ever trade
Gone, but on drifts the passions of your life song in
Melodies so sweet, even Octavia plays along and I’m sorry
Like Luna, there was a fear that I tried to hide
I can still feel the forgiveness of your ever loving eyes
I miss you. The surprise of these blind bags now left unclaimed
And it’s fucked up, but I’ve started getting letters with your name
Derpy’s brought me a few, she wears a smile as she flies
She wonders what went wrong, and she can’t help but cry
Where’d you go, there’s all of me in you and you in me
You’re fading slowly like two names etched upon a tree
And I’m empty like graves, will no one answer my plea
Shit, there’s another letter here, and it’s for me

Dear friendly white musician pony,
I've delivered your mother’s letters to you for a while now, and I can't do it anymore. I don't know how to tell you this, but your mother is gone and she won't be able to read your letters anymore. I'm very sorry. Your mother is in heaven now. It was wrong of me to try and keep your hopes up by pretending to be her, but she'll always know what you think of her. I promise. I'm so sorry. Please don't hate me. Derpy

LilyCloud & Evdog-
Celestia, hear my prayers
Help me down this lonesome road
Cause the hardest thing bout letting go
Is being different alone

You were never afraid to be different
You were never afraid, that’s what I miss most
You knew exactly how to make me smile
We were always just that close
It was a dark day when I lost my faith...